Don’t bother reading this
I have no idea what’s going on anymore. Two of you are pissing me off so much nowadays and one won’t speak to me over some ridiculous bullshit situation. The rest of you I absolutely adore except it’s difficult to actually have a good relationship since two of you are good friends with the girl who won’t speak to me and the other, I hardly get to speak to you at all. This is all such fucking bullshit. Why can’t people comprehend the fact that you can grow as a person and make new friends. Sometimes I think you’re just jealous as my two basically best friends are guys. Two of you probably can’t wrap your head around the fact I’m getting more male attention than you. I completely understand that this post will seem completely and utterly ridiculous compared to things happening in other peoples lives but those lives aren’t mine and this is the worst that’s happening to me right now and believe me I’ve had my fair share of horrible experiences too. It’s just no one knows about them. I wish I could go back to an exact certain time in which I could change this but keep other aspects of my life now. I don’t want to have no friends for my last year at school and while some of you are the most arrogant bitches I’ve ever met, I want to stay friends with the others. But what I hate most about this whole situation is that you guys questioned why I would become such close friends with two people who are going to university this year.. Are you being serious?! You think I would decide who I’m going to be friends with by the amount of time I will have to spend with them? That’s so fucking stupid. If that was the case I would have never made friends with you as you could argue we’ll probably all drift apart after next year.. So get a fucking grip.